Dear, Riraito
Angry? No, Im not angry, actually, you not liking God and ADMITING it is almost a good thing, see in the bible, Jesus said that he wants you hot (for him) or cold (against him) because either way, you know where YOU stand.
He said that if you are lukewarm (Claiming to be saved but dont live it, telling yourself you like God but dont, etc,) It really makes him sick and wanna vomit. Not that YOU make HIM sick, but that You arent being legit with yourself or him.
Confused? Yeah, after reading your example Im a little confused myself.
I am going to use Biblical answers at this point, not "Christian" but "biblical" meaning its from the bible.
Firstly, Cancer is a disease, like AIDS or acne, or even death, those are diseases. Diseases were never meant to be part of the world, they exist because of choice. See the absence of light, is dark. Meaning darkness is not tangible, it cant be touched or seen, but as science shows, light is made by particles named Photons. God exists, and is very much alive, sin, is the absence of God.
Bare with me please.
Step 1: Adam and eve.
God wasnt some evil tyrant that gave a list of "rules" because He's the boss. He told us not to do things that hurt us, much like a parent taking away a knife from a 2 year old.
Because he loved Adam and Eve, like he loves us, he gave them a choice. A simple one, to be with Him, or to deny him.
He made a tree named the "tree of knowlege of Good and Evil." Now, nothing was really "magical" about the fruit of this tree, but God told them not to eat it. A choice.
Upon eating it they ignored God and instead of taking his second chance, which was him calling to them, even though he knew they were disobediant, they hid from him; then blamed eachother.
This opened the world to the absence of God, Sin. witch brought disease, illness, hate, lust, discrimination, grudges, etc... With that, came cancer.
No, its not his fault or his parents. Its Adam and Eve and the absence of God.
Step 2:
By the way, the bible doesnt say ANYWHERE that man is more important than woman. But it does say that God is the head of man, and man is the head of woman. Does this count outside marriage? no. It means that in a married couple, the final descision belongs to dad.
People cant wear jeans? That sounds pentacostle lol. Anyway, That is levitical law from the old testiment, God said that "You will not wear clothes of two seperate fabrics." But that had little to do with rules and more to do with shrinkage while washing.
Cant watch TV? no. See, there is a lot of junk on tv. Even you cant deny that some television shows are rediculous, sometimes even "christian" labeled ones. Now I do only watch movies and netflx so I dont see a comercial Ill regret.
Cant play games? Now that is religious, by the way, Jesus came to abolish "religion" a means of "earning" God's mercy. No, he made you, you have mercy, just act like you won a million and go to the station to pick it up.
Oh YEAH! Games... I play games to have fun, If it owns me and rules my life, then its no better to me than heroine, feels good, kills you slowly. Just on a different level.
Step 3:
They dont know you arent saved? If you look at the way they live and cant tell a difference of them and common drinker joe, then chances are, they arent either, the bible says "Not everyone that calls to me "Lord, Lord" will enter heaven, but ONLY those who do the will of my Father in Heaven." So if they do things that doesnt consistently add up to the fruits of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. [Galatians 5:22-23] then either they have a LOT of repentance (Changes of mind) or they just arent following.
See, talking about killing non-believers is Islam. Not Jesus. Jesus said to love the sinner and bring him to Christ. See, Jesus came to heal the broken, if you think nothing is wrong with your life, then chances are, He is not calling you. See, He came to save, if you feel you dont need saved, then you probably are still on the path to french fries, (not eating them, you becoming them.) BUT If you pretend to be what you arent, then your wasting God's time, and yours. Seriously.
In all four books of Jesus, he says, "Follow me." At that time he meant physically, in our time it means by reading the words he spoke(words in red), and actually following them. He came AGAINST the religious leaders of that day, the Pharasees, the big boys, the preachers of mega churches. They say "Stone her because she is a sinner." He said, "You without sin, cast the first stone." He didn't come to point fingers at us, he came to help us back on our feet. The bible says that the Holy Spirit, (God's Spirit) is to reveal the world of their illness. Its the Christians job to show the ones revealed how to be cured. The word sin doesnt mean "evil, drunkard, witch," Sin is an archery term. It means to not hit the bulseye.
Hoping you endured that lol, I am going to sum up with the witches thing:
Witchcraft is evil, just like drinking is evil. its not anything to do with the act, it has to do with the effect. Alcohol kills your liver. So its bad for your health, if your okay with liver dying slowly, then drink away.
Vampires arent real, but drink other peoples blood. I find that either sick, or too kinky for my taste. They arent real and therefore dont bother me too much. But be careful that its not owning your life, fantasy belongs in fantasy, just like boogers belong in your nose.
I hope this helps and not confuse you more, because my God is not a God of confusion [thats in the bible too] but of peace, love, and a clear head.
If you have more questions or still confused please continue to ask, I'll be hapy to answer and resolve issues.
Forgive me if I have atrocious grammar.
P.S. Dont let man dictate your relationship with God. I dont trust a imperfect man to tell me if im saved or not, I read the bible, and follow it to the best I can. The preacher on sunday just helps me study more, NOT control my walk with God.