You have a talent for writing - I wish I could write half as well as you do. Don't let anyone - even yourself - convince you otherwise. I'm so glad this story survived, and that there was someone in your life who cared enough to rescue it. You have a knack for details and description, and for making your experiences interesting to read about. I can only imagine how much courage it must take to post something this autobiographical, especially since there are ample clues that things are only going to get worse.
Though I haven't quit, I'm in "lurk mode" right now and will mainly be logging in if I have a new story to post. If you want to contact me, it's better to use one of the other sites I'm on.