The GSA

Creatures · Post by **ParaLLL** » November 27th, 2010, 9:11:34 pm

Well, as your current alternative seems to be 'wait and see how long it takes to go insane'....

*grabs eggs*

Creatures · Post by **PhantomRider** » November 27th, 2010, 9:19:41 pm

I'm already insane.

Like how I wanna hoard these turkeytrices that take forever.

Creatures · Post by **GamingGal** » November 27th, 2010, 11:00:24 pm

Time for a rant

Spoiler

Alright, I have to keep me and Jacquelyn and secret because my family would murder me if they knew I'm dating a girl. Well, my younger sister found out by reading a letter I was writing her (since we can't talk much this week because of my family we're writing a letter per day to each other). She bugged me into telling her and acted okay with it after a bit. Then the next day, Thanksgiving, she starts being a brat and saying she hates me because of it. She acts as if she's gonna tell and reduces me to tears because very bad things will happen if she tells. I tell Jacquelyn and she tells me she doesn't want me to get hurt because of her and hinted at saying we shouldn't be together because she didn't want me to get hurt. It hurt me so bad. I mean, I understand completely, though. But I was speechless and scared to death things would be over. I mean, we've only been together a week and three days, but it feels like a year in a good way. I care about her so much and she cares about me. I can only describe it as soulmates. After a bit of talking that night, I convinced her that I'm fine with it. And I am. I knew the risk when we started dating and I accepted it. After all, I'm the happiest I have ever been in ages. She's worth the risk. But, I was sooooo scared I was going to lose her for those few hours.

Creatures · November 27th, 2010, 11:04:33 pm

GamingGal wrote:Time for a rant
Spoiler
Alright, I have to keep me and Jacquelyn and secret because my family would murder me if they knew I'm dating a girl. Well, my younger sister found out by reading a letter I was writing her (since we can't talk much this week because of my family we're writing a letter per day to each other). She bugged me into telling her and acted okay with it after a bit. Then the next day, Thanksgiving, she starts being a brat and saying she hates me because of it. She acts as if she's gonna tell and reduces me to tears because very bad things will happen if she tells. I tell Jacquelyn and she tells me she doesn't want me to get hurt because of her and hinted at saying we shouldn't be together because she didn't want me to get hurt. It hurt me so bad. I mean, I understand completely, though. But I was speechless and scared to death things would be over. I mean, we've only been together a week and three days, but it feels like a year in a good way. I care about her so much and she cares about me. I can only describe it as soulmates. After a bit of talking that night, I convinced her that I'm fine with it. And I am. I knew the risk when we started dating and I accepted it. After all, I'm the happiest I have ever been in ages. She's worth the risk. But, I was sooooo scared I was going to lose her for those few hours.

You've got a good fighting chance, don't lose it. You're going to be free of your family soon from what you've said before and that's worth fighting for.

Of course, I have no idea what I'm talking about because I'm standing on a knife edge at the moment.

Feel free to smack me with something if I'm talking nonsense.

Creatures · Post by **GamingGal** » November 27th, 2010, 11:07:15 pm

Oh I know it's worth fighting for. And that's why I refuse to give up. Even if my family finds out, I'm not losing her.

I say you take a deep breath and just rant to me/whoever else is poking around here. I tend to be a good listener and I can offer what little advice and insight my 17 years have given me.

Creatures · November 27th, 2010, 11:09:21 pm

There's literally no advice for my situation. If there was, I've been told. All I can do is mope and hold my pain in silence. Seeing as I very well can't tell the one this is all over.

Creatures · Post by **GamingGal** » November 27th, 2010, 11:11:43 pm

Well, if it involves a relationship, sometimes a break is needed. I mean, I haven't been in many relationships, but from what I've seen a break sometimes makes the relationship stronger. Take a step back and examine things.

I'm the suffer in silence type as well. I have a tendency to bottle everything up then finally explode one day. It's no fun and usually results in pain.

Creatures · November 27th, 2010, 11:14:57 pm

Take a break? We were apart for a YEAR AND A HALF! And on my BIRTHDAY, I got a text that said "We have to talk." That talk ended with "We'll just wait and see what happens."

I'm clearly not feeling very charitable with anyone right now. As a matter of fact. I think it's high time I locked myself in my room and have a night of being hardcore emo.

Creatures · Post by **Soleil** » November 27th, 2010, 11:17:49 pm

GamingGal wrote:I'm the suffer in silence type as well. I have a tendency to bottle everything up then finally explode one day. It's no fun and usually results in pain.

Oh yes.. that one fatal flaw of mine ruined my friendship with someone I've known for 10 years and ultimately killed my friendship with her boyfriend. I bottle and bottle and bottle because I don't want to cause issues at the time. I put it off until someone pushes one more button and I explode and freak out on everyone.

I need to work on that. It's much harder than it looks.

This girl was also the one and only girl I've ever had strong feelings for, so that made it worse..

Creatures · Post by **GamingGal** » November 27th, 2010, 11:18:26 pm

Well, now that's just heartless. Who in their right mind would do that to someone? I mean, I would have at least waited a couple days before mentioning it. That's just mean

No ma'am, you may not lock yourself in your room and be hardcore emo.

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