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8/ Holy mother of Sin. Phantom, how ARE you surviving right now? I would have gone completely bonkers in no time. Even my room, and it's cramped, sounds larger and easier to live in than whatever it is you're trying to call your room. But, with today's economic environment and general social unrest I can see why it could be hard to... Get out of the house to be honest.

Considering that if I stand in the middle of my room I can reach out and touch both of the long walls? I'm not surviving. I've been in a manic depressive state for months. I'm supposed to be tabling at a convention near the end of September. Am I ready? Nope. Haven't started the drawings or anything. I'm going silently insane.

D8 I don't even... know what to say. Jesus.

It is what it is. I'm trying to survive but it's not easy.

I seriously hope things get better soon. That's really no way to live.

Thanks you two! And I could see why you'd be miserable - if I were you I'd have gone nuts long ago.

I'm surprised I'm alive still, to be completely honest. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it. I have. But I'm still strong enough not to act on it.

Oh, I'm nuts. I hide it well by venting via artwork.

PhantomRider wrote:I'm surprised I'm alive still, to be completely honest. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it. I have. But I'm still strong enough not to act on it.

Oh, I'm nuts. I hide it well by venting via artwork.

Hang in there sweetie - and be strong. If you did something to yourself then they win...and you are too much of a fighter to let that happen right?

I've been holding on out of sheer spite at this point. Against my entire family-- they all expect me to fail at everything and I'm not gonna let it happen.

Ain't that a................ mood.

On a lighter note, though! I really REALLY want to get working on my BOS again but I feel like I might need to start over? I don't know, I kinda WANT to start over just for it I have some cool journals I haven't used yet that I could transfer some information to, but is it better to have an solid journal or a free, loose binder? That's what I'm trying to decide... Hmmm....